Sermon 24th April 2016
Today, our Vicar, Cameron Barker, preaches. The reading is from John 21: v15-19.
“Even if everyone else deserts
you, I will never desert you.” Peter’s own words, spoken so
bravely – and so foolhardily – just hours before Jesus’ arrest surely hung
heavily in the air on that morning. Maybe it’s just as well that this encounter
took place on a beach then: was there any room big enough to fit that sized
elephant in? Mind you, Jesus didn’t ever ‘do’ elephants, as today’s passage illustrates
so very clearly: “Simon” – and note the use of that name – “Simon, son of John:
do you love me more than these?”, Jesus asked him!
We will, of course, get to the detail of that in
detail: in due course. But first, it could do with a fair bit of putting into context.
In terms of the immediate context, today’s story tells what happened after
Jesus had appeared to his disciples back in Galilee, and performed another
miracle. If you missed last week’s instalment, Trevor’s sermon on the first
part of this story is available on the parish website. Then, starting to widen the
context out a little, Gill’s sermon from the previous week, on another
incident, is also there. And the week before that was when we had the first in
this series on Jesus’ post-resurrection appearances in John – which is what
we’re reaching the end of today.
John records more of these incidents than any of the
other gospel writers do; which is yet another way in which he is different to
them. John is also well known for his editorial comment. As well as putting his
own words in to explain what’s happening and why (such as the one that’s in today’s
passage) John chose the stories he used, and their order. Of course Matthew, Mark,
and Luke also each wrote their books about Jesus in particular ways, for
particular reasons. But John often seems rather more deliberate in what he’s
trying to communicate: about Jesus; and specifically, about how Jesus makes eternal
life a present reality for his followers. For John, new life with God has already
begun in Jesus: he’s therefore trying to explain what that looks like for
people.
That fact very much applies in the resurrection
stories that John chose to include. As we’ve been hearing since Easter, Jesus appeared
to different of his followers; in different ways; at different times; in
different circumstances: and for different reasons, it seems. John also made it
clear that there were plenty of other such stories that he didn’t put in. But
these ones (perhaps with the exception of the first part of this story) all
seem to have a common feature. They’re all saying something about the nature of
this eternal life becoming a greater present reality for those who met the
risen Jesus. That may be a fairly general point; but it’s 1 that’s worth
keeping in mind as we examine the detail of Simon’s life-restoring encounter
with the risen Jesus; and see how that speaks to us today.
Widening the context still further, then: there is no
doubt that John wants his readers to picture the scene that took place beside
another fire. We can’t know how long before this that had been; but it was a
matter of days rather than weeks. On what we call Maundy Thursday, so the night
before he died, Jesus had been arrested and put on trial in the courtyard of
the High Priest. Peter (as Simon is most often known after Jesus had re-named
him) got himself into the grounds. Give him credit for that: almost everyone
else had run for their lives when the guards appeared. “What would I have done
that night?” is a good question for each of us to ask ourselves honestly, at
least once. Or maybe we might better ask, “What have I done when I have been in
a situation a bit like that” – as I suspect many of us likely have been before
now.
Whatever our own answers may be, Simon Peter wore what
happened in that courtyard that night like a millstone round his neck that threatened
to drown him. It’s 1 of the New Testament’s best-known stories: how not once;
not twice; but three times – and with ever-greater vehemence – Simon Peter had denied
he even knew Jesus. And then the cock had crowed; just as Jesus had said would
happen earlier that night; when Simon Peter had declared: “Even
if everyone else deserts you, I will never desert you”. And then
we begin to grasp something of the shame and the disgrace and
maybe even the self-hatred that Simon Peter had been living with ever since. And
maybe we don’t want to be by this fire now either; with Jesus looking at us;
asking us if we love him; after what we have said, or done – or not said, or
done.
Now much has been made, by some people, of the exact words
that Jesus used in this encounter with Simon Peter. Specifically the Greek has
different words here for ‘love’, and ‘sheep’,
and ‘feed’ – which is why they’re translated in different ways in English in this
passage. Greek was the language that John wrote in; but Jesus wasn’t speaking
to Simon Peter in it, of course. To focus on that is, in any case, to miss the
main point of what was happening on the beach that morning. This isn’t about
different types of love or different jobs that Jesus wanted to give Simon Peter.
No: this is, above all, a putting right of what had gone so disastrously wrong;
in the presence of some of the people who had heard or seen at least parts of it.
There can be no doubt about what was going on: Jesus
deliberately addressed Simon by the name that he used to be called before Jesus
had made him Peter. His denials had not been the rock-like behaviour that had
made Peter into the de facto leader and spokesman of the disciples. When push
had come to shove, Simon had reverted to type; and had relied on himself rather
than on Jesus. And they both painfully well knew it. What’s remarkable – to 21st-Century
people, at least – is that Jesus didn’t ask Simon Peter if he was sorry that
he’d done it. Jesus didn’t even ask him to promise that he wouldn’t do it again
(which is what ‘sorry’ is meant to mean in our house, by the way!) No: Jesus ‘just’
asked Simon if he loved him; though he did so three times, note.
Of course the 3 times is deliberate! 3 times Simon Peter had
denied Jesus; so 3 times he was invited to declare his love for Jesus. And each
time Simon Peter answered that same question there on the beach, beside that
fire, he relied on Jesus rather than on himself: “You know that I love you”.
And each time Jesus’ response wasn’t to say, “There, there”; or “Don’t worry”;
or any 1st-Century equivalent of, “I forgive you”. Instead, each
time Jesus gave him an unambiguous, quite staggering instruction: “Take care of
my sheep”! As I say, the variation in the wording of that really doesn’t make
any difference: what matters is that we see what the reality of God’s new life
in Jesus was going to look like for a restored Simon Peter.
In his commentary on it Tom Wright describes this as 1 of
the most spectacular interchanges in all of literature! That’s a big claim; but
it’s about right when we grasp the detail of what it was that Jesus told Simon
Peter to do. By way of forgiving him, Jesus gave him not just any job; but a
share in his own! John’s gospel is where we read that Jesus said “I am the good
shepherd”. And here he is sharing that responsibility – with the man who 3
times had denied even knowing him! Jesus first took Simon Peter back to the
place of his deepest failure and greatest pain, and dealt with those. And then
he showed Peter – and us – what forgiveness looks like; what this new life that
Jesus brings makes possible. Even for people who have done the sorts of things
that Peter had, there is a place of responsibility: sharing in Jesus’ work; of
showing God’s care.
It perhaps quickly needs saying, for the sake of clarity,
that this isn’t about earning forgiveness; because we can’t ever do that! In
this exchange with Simon Peter Jesus is clearly showing what is known as grace.
It’s because of the joy and relief of being forgiven that Peter willingly
accepts this renewed call that Jesus chooses
to offer him. Of course it says far more about Jesus than it ever does about
Peter – just as it does when something like this happens to us. And nor must we
miss the rest of what Jesus said to Simon Peter here. John does the necessary
de-coding of that, in one of his typical asides. Jesus told Peter that there
would be a cost to his obedience – just as there had been for Jesus himself.
The best way to end today and this series is by taking the
context to its widest extent. Jesus’ final words to Peter in this exchange
should sound very familiar to anyone who’s ever read the New Testament. Near
the start of all 4 gospels there are multiple stories of Jesus saying exactly
these words, to numerous people: including to Simon, as he then was. “Follow
me” is where the story began; and it’s also where the story ends in John. It has
been quite a journey in-between, it must be said for everyone who’s been
involved in it. But this has been what it’s all been about, from start to
finish: it’s been about following Jesus; as he brings in, and makes real, this
eternal life; in all of these very real, practical, dramatic, and ordinary
ways.
For Jesus the human being that journey is now almost at an
end. But the story is far from over – as we are living proof of, all these century
later. John tells us how Jesus ensured that the story will continue; for God’s eternal
life in Jesus to go on impacting people in very real, practical, dramatic, and
ordinary ways. It might not sound like the most sensible way of doing it: to
entrust the work to the leadership of the man who so recently had so let Jesus
down. But the evidence suggests that God knew what he was doing; as He still
does today; even when it still looks like as daft, impractical, and as
unrealistic as it did back then. You see, it’s to people as imperfect and often-failing
as us that Jesus says, “Follow me”.
He may, of course, have said that to you many times already.
You may have said Yes; and messed up; or No, and messed up! The messing up is
the common factor; for all of us: it’s only a matter of the detail and the
frequency. So it’s to us that Jesus extends this invitation: to revisit the
place of our deepest pain and humiliation and failure. And it’s precisely there
that he offers us too his forgiveness: in the shape of a fresh calling to a
place in his work. It may very well be costly; and difficult; and make no
sense; but it will always be all a working of God’s grace. So, as this series
ends, will you hear Jesus asking you the question that he asked Simon Peter: “Do
you love me?” Our answer to that is foundational to all else. So, if you do
love Jesus – however hesitantly, or uncertainly – then also hear his call to
follow him: by sharing in his work; of making real this eternal life that he offers
to all people through his death; and respond to it: by following him. Let’s now
pray that we will, then …